WHATS BROWN;

aly
annalim
anastasia
celeste
chow
chris
claud
connie
deborahlee
dhini
eunice
grace
guan
hazimah
humairah
jamie bf
jayne
jo
LESSIES
lynnette
mabel
mary
pat
rachel
sam chuii
sam low
sarah
sherry
stacey
tyanne
yanling
yoww

REMNANTS;

PUSH IT.

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

staying home wasnt a bad idea after all.
wanted to go fr trng, but im lucky laziness got me.
or maybe wanting to be hardworking got me.
cus i wanted to study.
but maybe staying home was a bad idea.
cus it might have been better if i was at trng.
maybe thgs wouldnt be like this.
misunderstood?
maybe, totally.
but its alright. ill pray fr patience, and ill pray ill mean my words this time.
i dun wanna let anyone down nw.
you dont have to read this,
any of you, really.
cus like you all think, i say. i say too much that i dont mean them.
you're all right. really.
so, ill prove it this time.
and ive dissapointed you guys, most of all, i lied.
and you could call me whatever you wish, cus yes, i lied.
but im just asking now,
dont let this lie, or lies spoil everythg.
satan's really succeeded on spoiling it all.
and i hope my saviour will do his thg, saving.
i dont deserve this though.
i dont deserve him saving me.
i dont deserve such good friends still beliveing me.
i dont deserve you all to forgive me.
i know it.

words are all that's said.
but that's the most i can do at this point of time.
please forgive.

i dun wanna bitch bout you guys cus of what you all are doing,
what you guys are thinking.
and though what you are thinking is wrong,
ill forgive.
like i said, there're liars, and there're people who change.
take me as a liar.
but take me as a person who changed too.
its all passed, if all dont know.
pretty long ago actually.
and its nt back..
nthg's happening now.
nthg's going on.
and nthg's gon come my way.
i make my mistakes,
and you do too.
mistakes are the biggest thgs that keep us learning in life.
so let me learn.
ive learnt.
ill make more mistakes in life,
but different ones.
i wont make the same.

i waited from 9:52 PM

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